The Unique View

How hard is it for people to fully show up and be present, consistent and considerate? Growing up I trusted everyone to a fault. I believed without fear. I never really cared for too much except that which took me to the clubs, directed me to the liquor store and the weed house, crack never seemed attractive. I tried silently to be a part of the in crowed, though I wasn't a follower. I took what worked for me and tossed the rest. Yes, I was consistent in activities that could have taken my life, taken me away from my children and those that I would not have met. Taken me away from the course God had already planned for me. Those people that showed me how to be a woman, a mother, a friend, a prayer and a worshipper of God. My issue is the lack of consideration. My issue is with those who can not be consistent be it in my life or their own. As I sit and think back, I also think forward. I take in the actions, movements and conversations. I process it all in an effort to understand....

I work for World Vision. I am blessed. I love it. Working for a Christian organization has the best perk, God, and He is all up in it for me. The best part are the chapel service we hold every Wednesday. And yesterday was chapel day. In our streaming we were unable to see the scheduled event so I suggested viewing Zion's River Church of Tacoma Wa. Thank you Tamara Beane. The message presented was awesome. Aaron Hunter who gave the message hit the nail on the head. We can not give up. We must step forward in faith because we are a blessed people of God. I felt like it was Sunday morning and I wanted to shout and praise God just like I was in Sunday service, I held it together just a little. The tears and emotion from the Holy Spirit confirmed yet again what God is saying saying to me and He is whispering to you too. Though we are in a spiritual famine and a physical famine, we will gain double and in that gaining we must sometimes leave our present space and go into a new land ...